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I've tried to make it stop,
To make it go away
All on my own,
But that is exactly my
Problem: myself.
The crack I see
In the mirror
Only exists within
Me. I can blame
Others, society, fate;
But it's Always just me
Pushing myself down the
Stairs of progression.
The focus on the crack
Grows larger, day by day,
Exponentially... until the
Inevitable occurs and
I am,
Completely and wholly,
Just a crack in the world;
Nothing more, nothing less.
This crack is a dangerous rut
And I have to climb out of it...
somehow...
To make it go away
All on my own,
But that is exactly my
Problem: myself.
The crack I see
In the mirror
Only exists within
Me. I can blame
Others, society, fate;
But it's Always just me
Pushing myself down the
Stairs of progression.
The focus on the crack
Grows larger, day by day,
Exponentially... until the
Inevitable occurs and
I am,
Completely and wholly,
Just a crack in the world;
Nothing more, nothing less.
This crack is a dangerous rut
And I have to climb out of it...
somehow...
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This was the first time I had opened my poetry book in a year. Exactly a year to the day to be exact, since I wrote some poetry. Freaky coincidence. But yeah, this is my personal expression of my depression and it was really becoming unbearable. Started to see a counselor now and I'm on an antidepressant now, but things are starting to look bad financially so I don't know how long I have before I can't afford the pills...
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